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Eileen was already beginning to master toddling around on shaky but determined legs, but speech was a little slower in coming. After consulting a multitude of books and the midwife, Evie had satisfied herself that there was nothing wrong with her darling - not that she would care if there was - and was trying to encourage her while letting speech come at its own pace.

She didn't even care what Eileen's first words were, as long as they came.

It seemed, though, that this opinion was not shared by the Once-ler. Oh, no. Come hell or high water, Eileen's first word would be some form of "Daddy".

At first, this had unsettled her more than a little; all she could think of was Mommy's constant litany that they all loved Daddy more than her, that it was wrong of them, that Daddy shouldn't love them and they shouldn't love Daddy and he was starting to love all of them more than her.

It was a two-fold fear - the terror of becoming like Mommy and, even more than that, the fear that she might be right.

Away from City Hall, though, it was easy enough to see that the way Once-ler loved Eileen was nothing like the way he loved her. They could be a family without any of those worries.

So she relaxed and watched them with a smile and allowed him to try to coax "Daddy" out of her.

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1. The Dresden Dolls - Half Jack
No matter how much Evie tries to outrun her past, it's always there; in her thoughts, in her nightmares, in the alien elements of her body.

And when I let him in I feel my stitches getting sicker
I try to wash him out but like she said the blood is thicker
I see my mother in my face
But only when I travel
I run as fast as I can run
But
Jack comes tumbling after....


2. Silent Hill: Shattered Memories OST - Always On My Mind
This whole song perfectly captures how I think the Once-ler would feel when thinking about Evie over the years after she was committed, but it can fit her feelings about him and their less-than-perfect marriage.

Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
And maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have

If I made you feel second best
I'm so sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on... on my mind


3. Bon Jovi - Hallelujah
Pretty accurately sums up Evie and the Once-ler's relationship once he becomes successful with the Thneeds.

Baby I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah


4. Rin Oikawa - She Said
After being discharged from the asylum and without the Once-ler, Evie tries to find her own way in life. It's painful and sad, but the time and space allows her to begin picking up the pieces and working out the puzzle of her own identity.

In the morning light
She felt a new day coming in
Opened her eyes in her
Quiet favorite place
There was no one
There to break her heart
There was no one
There to make her laugh

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